In hindsight, walking through the Trade District mouth agape and eyes ever on the still molten-hot front gates of Stormwind was not the best of ideas. Even though Effraeti had her arm entwined with Lazheward’s, his gaze was drawn to the same sight, and Effy soon found herself colliding with the large shoulder of another gentleman in the square before the wide marble steps of the Auction House.
“Pardon me, ma’am,” a gruff and strangely accented voice replied. The gentleman turned to her in mid-apology, probably to make sure she was not jarred or bruised from the encounter.
Effy was about to stammer an explanation when she realized what she was face to face with – feral but intelligent eyes, no mere nose but instead a furry grey muzzle filled with numerous jagged, overlapping teeth. The hand that reached for her was similarly furred, each finger tipped with a razor-sharp claw.
Before she could even stop herself, Effraeti loosed a terrified scream, catching the notice of several in the crowded square. “Worgen!” she managed.
This did not fail to draw her companion’s attention, and Lazheward quickly stepped before her, taking up a defensive stance and drawing his mace and shield.
Oddly enough, the wolf-creature did not attack, nor flee, he did however exhale a deep sigh. He raised his clawed hands before him and began to speak with his strange accent again.
“Surely, chap, I meant no harm to the lady. Merely ensuring she is alright after such a jounce.”
Effy stared at the Worgen incredulously, peering from behind Lazheward who bore a similar expression.
“It speaks?” the woman mumbled into her mate’s shoulder.
“I truly thought all this silliness behind us at this point,” the Worgen snapped, his tone now an irritated growl. “But I suppose a less imposing visage would do better for city commerce.” A pained expression flinched across the Worgen’s face and he shrunk before their very eyes and turned the pinkish color of human flesh. Dark hair, dark eyes and a neatly-trimmed goatee replaced the wolfish features, and the hand that smoothed his facial hair was now without claws or fur.
All that remained of the creature from a moment before was a dressrobe of black silk and the annoyed expression.
“By the Light!” Laz whispered. “What fel magic is this?”
The dark-haired man snorted his displeasure, a flicker of his former wolfish features alighting on his face. “I cannot imagine what King Greymane was thinking, forging this absurd alliance! If I wanted treatment like this, I would stroll through the depths of the Undercity! Good day!” And with that, the man-wolf spun on the heel of his boot and stalked off into the pressing crowd.
Both speechless and still seeking to grasp this most unusual of encounters, Laz and Effy looked at one another in stunned silence as the square resumed its previous activity.
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“Pardon us, Sister,” Lazheward began as he gently touched the shoulder of the Draenei woman. She looked up serenely from her parchment and gave them both a warm, inviting smile. “My partner and I have been abroad for sometime and were hoping to catch up on current events with someone more informed.”
The woman’s smile broadened. “Of course. Please share my table with me.” She gestured to the table’s empty seats.
Laz and Effy thanked her and, once settled, introduced themselves. Their new friend’s name was Kiirae and she was a student of the Arcane. This came as no surprise to them, having found her reading in the The Blue Recluse of the Mage Quarter.
Xarzith, Effraeti’s blue whelpling companion, immediately took interest in Kiirae. The tiny dragon had not afforded Laz so much attention in the several months since Effy had rescued her as she now fawned on Kiirae. Xarzith tweeted and chirped excitedly at the Mage in the most curious manner, as if she expected Kiirae to understand. Perhaps in her vast studies, the Mage really did understand, as she seemed to be listening and nodding in reply.
“Forgive me, the young one thought to have recognized me, and though I do understand Draconic, sadly I do not speak it,” was the Mage’s brief response to interaction.
Then, even more curious, Xarzith settled herself on Kiirae’s lap, curled into a ball like a scaly blue lap dog, and drifted off to sleep.
“Fascinating! In the months since I rescued her, Xarzith has only ever done that with me, not even Lazheward!” Effraeti explained, both awed and confused.
“Ice…” Kiirae murmured. “A very apt name for a Blue.”
Effraeti smiled at the compliment, unsure what else to say in response.
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Kiirae seemed surprised at the extent of their disorientation, after being questioned about Worgen in Stormwind and the damage to the city’s structures.
“You must have been far from Azeroth indeed to have missed the emergence of the Destroyer. Stormwind is hardly the extent of his wrath. The very elements were in disarray for several moons, the Twilight’s Hammer was seeking to infiltrate the Alliance, and then it seemed the very world was crumbling and attacking us!” The quizzical look on her face deepened. “It all started merely weeks after the fall of the Lich King.”
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Lazheward gasped. “He has been defeated?”
Nodding slowly, Kiirae looked at them both in turn. “After the Lich King’s fall, the first assault came on Wyrmrest Temple. The Twilight’s Hammer overpowered the Wardens of Alexstrasza’s Ruby Sanctum and tried to corrupt her eggs, and those of the other Dragon Aspects.” A look of angst crossed her face as she continued. “It was only through the utter destruction of the Sanctums – and all the future offspring of the dragon races – that the Twlight’s Hammer was thwarted.” Kiirae’s voice seemed to catch with emotion and she paused briefly before continuing.
“But it was not long before they were again found to be plotting.
“Doomsayers appeared all over Stormwind, speaking of the end of the world, and preaching that only by joining the ranks of the Twilight’s Hammer and ushering in this apocalypse would they survive and be rewarded. Many flocked to their insane cause.
“Those most in touch with the elements – the Shaman of the Earthen Ring” Kiirae offered a respectful nod towards Effraeti “began sensing the distress of the elements not long before they first began attacking. The Earthen Ring consulted with the Shaman Elders of Draenor, and it was agreed that the elements were in a disarray similar to those on the now-dead planet just before the Shattering there.”
So horrified was she, Effraeti did not notice the disconnected manner in which Kiirae spoke of the Draenei’s once home.
“It was soon after that the attacks began. All of the races’ capitals, towns and outposts were besieged by insane elementals. Elemental Lords emerged and were only just driven into retreat when the very earth beneath our feet began to shake itself apart. Earthquakes and tidal waves and eruptions of long-dead volcanoes wracked the entire surface of Azeroth.
“And then, Deathwing emerged.”
Laz and Effy looked at one another incredulously. “But Deathwing is dead!” Effraeti blurted.
Shaking her head slowly, Kiirae continued, “Not dead, merely dormant. And awoke into a fury by the Twilight’s Hammer.
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“For nigh on a year now, Deathwing has terrorized Azeroth from the sky, appearing on a whim and raining down fiery death upon those below him.” The Mage glanced skyward, as if peering through the dim tavern’s ceiling and looking for the insane Aspect even now. “Lately, he seems to be moving his interest northward. He seems to be preparing for a full scale assault – gathering his crazed cultists, unnatural Twilight Dragons, dangerous elementals, and other, nameless creatures even more terrifying.” Kiirae shuddered.
“Has the whole world gone crazy?” Effraeti whispered, discouragement welling in her voice.
“Perhaps, but the Alliance has not been idle in these past months,” Kiirae quickly assured. “Several of Deathwing’s followers and generals have been brought down – the Ogre Mage Cho’gall, the risen abominations of Deathwing’s offspring Nefarion and Onyxia, the Air Lord Al’Akir, the Fire Lord Ragnaros, and great numbers of their lesser commanders.”
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Risen Onyxia
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Lazheward nodded, silent but thoughtful. His face was a dark mask, hiding his innermost thoughts, but obviously related to the situation laid before them.
Effraeti glanced down at her fidgeting hands, twisting them nervously upon one another. Is this what Chromie and Nozdormu had sent them here for? To stop Deathwing and his cultists? It seemed too daunting a task, Effraeti thought with dismay. What a horrible, nightmarish reality Laz and she had awoke to…
Kiirae had gone silent, seemingly to let the two digest all the information.
“What of the Worgen we encountered in the Trade District?” Effraeti asked, suddenly.
Kiirae nodded. “With the devastation caused by the cataclysm, one result was the fall of the great Greymane Wall. Apparently, during the seclusion of Gilneas and its people, an awful Curse decimated their people – the Worgen Curse. The Night Elves helped to evacuate King Greymane’s people from their homeland when it was attacked by the Forsaken. The Banshee Queen unleashed her vile plague in their capital city, and it was barely with their lives the Gilneans escaped.
“Many of Greymane’s people are now affected by the Worgen Curse but the Night Elves, who seem to know a curious amount about the Curse, have taken the Gilneans in, helped them control their animalistic urges and even convinced King Varian to accept them into the Alliance.”
Effraeti blinked. “So the Worgen are our allies now?”
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Kiirae nodded once more. “Similarly, a large portion of the Goblin community has thrown aside their neutrality and banded with the Horde.”
“The world sounds a much different place than the one Laz and I left a short time ago…” Effraeti whispered.
“Indeed,” was all Laz had to offer.
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After a small meal shared with Kiirae, Laz and Effy bid her thanks for all her help and left the Mage Quarter.
Obtaining a room at the The Gilded Rose was surprisingly easy as it was a slow season for guests in the capital city.
Once alone, the two removed their travel clothes and dressed for bed. It was a silent action on the behalf of both Draenei, though the thoughts between the two of them surely would have made for quite a cacophony of noise.
They laid down and both stared at the ceiling for the passage of many breaths.
It was Effy who first broke the silence. “This must be where Chromie intended to send us, but what a nightmare it is,” Effraeti whispered into the darkness surrounding them both. The woman shuddered unconsciously and moved herself into Lazheward’s strong arms. He folded them around her, his embrace protective and warm but his demeanor certainly distracted.
“Indeed,” was once more all Laz offered, but he absently stroked Effy’s hair until eventually the breathing of both Draenei fell into sync as exhaustion overtook them.
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Lazheward and Effraeti strolled down the main walk of the Alliance half of Dalaran, making their way past A Hero’s Welcome and in the direction of the coin fountain in Eventide.
It had been about a week since their disorienting last encounter with Chromie, more disorienting because the Bronze had mentioned an important task of which had not yet presented itself. Enigmatic was the way of dragons, and the couple tried to not trouble themselves too much with thoughts of what the Bronzes might have in mind.
Whenever the time was appropriate, they would be told.
So for now, things had gone back to what passed for normal with Laz and Effy – hunting the Scourge and seeking to find the most logical and successful means of getting to the Lich King to end his reign of terror. Other adventurers working alongside the Argent Crusade were beginning to gather en masse throughout Northrend and the preparations for an assault on Icecrown and eventually the Citadel itself were under way.
Just the day before, Laz and Effy had accepted an assignment to work against some of the Scourge forces attacking the Ruby Dragonshrine. It was that task they sought to gather some last minute supplies for. A quick purchase and the two Draenei were on their way to Krasus’ Landing to procure gryphons to Dragonblight.
Once in Dragonblight, the Alliance forces staged there brought Laz and Effy up to speed on the situation. Apparently Scourge forces were assaulting the Shrine and had already slain many of the red dragon protectors. The Alliance forces were seeking to both assist those still protecting the shrine and ensure the Scourge did not raise anymore of the fallen red dragons into undeath.
With a handful of magical seeds each, Lazheward and Effraeti made their way into the Ruby Dragonshrine.
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Laz dropped a magical seed onto the ground, and immediately green tendrils shot up and began to encase the corpse of the red dragon. Once completely bound by the leafy vines, the dragon’s body was literally swallowed by the ground beneath it, and within moments, there was no trace that it had ever been there.
The two quickly moved on through the Shrine, eager to be done with their grisly task before too much notice was brought to them.
Just as Effy was thinking along those very lines, glancing around anxiously in every direction, a shadowy figure appeared from behind a tree and began to cast a spell.
Effy shouted to Laz and tossed a totem at the same time.
The caster loosed a bolt of shadow that sped at the two Draenei. Mere feet from impact, the bolt veered and exploded against Effy’s airborne totem. The Shaman still flinched at the flash, but wasted no time in recalling the totem to her pouch.
Laz stood defensively before Effy, his mace and shield raised before him. He dared not run at the Necromancer, even though he was already preparing another spell, as more Cult of the Damned were moving into position to surround them. Instead, the Paladin let out a cry while loosing his shield from his hand. The shield spun and knocked down the Necromancer mid-cast upon impact and then glided effortlessly back to Lazheward who caught it and quickly repositioned it on his arm.
But more cultists were beginning to cast spells, and the undead began to scrabble from the rich soil of the Dragonshrine. Twenty or more cultists were chanting, each raising a half dozen undead it seemed.
Laz bit back his dismay and instead set himself for the attack. A few prayers to the Light and he and Effy were both surrounded by golden auras and he blessed the very ground beneath them in the hope of slowing the Scourge assault.
Likewise, Effy was preparing – readying more totems, summoning the element of earth to shield her love, and coaxing forth creatures of fire and stone to protect them.
They had barely begun when the horde of ghouls and skeletons and even a few stitched-together abominations charged the two Draenei.
Effy noticed from the corner of her eye some of their allies were congregating and seeking a path to Laz and herself through the undead, but the wall of decaying bodies was too thick. They would never reach them in time to help.
Lazheward and Effraeti were on their own.
So Effy began to call to the element of air, summoning great lightning bolts that crackled and streaked from the sky and singed the advancing Scourge. Some dropped into smoking piles, but many, many more continued on.
She knew the moment the undead crossed the consecrated ground Laz had blessed, as she heard the creatures groaning in agony, but they hardly slowed. Once the dead were before him, Laz smashed them aside with great sweeps of his Titan hammer, its head glowing with golden power granted by the Light, and blocked attacks as well as knocking the creatures aside with all his might.
Lightning and bolts of magma answered Effraeti and pummeled the Scourge. Energy crackled around her, shocking any undead who came with attack range. Totems of healing, of wind, of protection, of fiery attacks, all heeded her and added to their retaliation.
It seemed to continue for hours, the Cult of the Damned summoning more and more undead until they seemed to blot out every spec of life and color around them.
Suddenly, Effraeti realized there was a wall of attacking undead between Laz and herself. She cried out in dismay, knowing she could not hold them back long without room to summon the elements.
Laz met her gaze, his face grim, and renewed the golden auras that protected him. He slowly made his way toward her, burning dozens with holy Light and subduing more with his devastating hammer, but after closing only half the distance, the Scourge began to press harder, bolstered by spells of the cultists.
In a short time, they had Laz and Effy surrounded and completely cut off from one another.
An elemental of rocky earth still protected Effraeti, and she was able to launch more lightning, chaining it through the tightly packed undead and causing great havoc. But it took no time at all for more ghouls and skeletons to fill in the gaps left by the twice-dead.
Though it happened in the far left of her peripheral vision, Effy saw the second Lazheward’s holy aura winked out. Upon fully turning her gaze, only the tips of his golden helm rose above the scrabbling Scourge.
He let out one more battle cry and swept his hammer through the close ranks of the nearest undead – sending several flying through the air – and then he disappeared beneath the mass.
Effraeti gaped in horror, and felt her legs grow less sturdy under her.
In that same moment, the earth elemental shattered in a spray dust and pebbles. Effy did not even register the event. The clamor surrounding her had faded to a insect-like buzz and the world had gone fuzzy. The burning in her eyes told her that the fuzziness was her view drowned out by tears, but this was only knowledge she gathered subconsciously.
Her will – her very soul – shattered, she hardly noticed the bite of weapons and ravenous undead as she submitted.
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Unsure what time it was but noticing the sun was already climbing high into the sky, Effy stretched and yawned and rubbed the sleep from her slowly adjusting eyes.
Usually Lazheward awoke her before now. Her living alarm clock, he was more apt to wake with the sun than she was.
Looking around, still trying to get her bearings as she shook off the sleepiness, Effy recalled the events of the day before – the longest day of her life it would seem. She recalled the inn and Stormwind and the Draenei Mage, Kiirae, who had described for them the dismal future she and Laz had found themselves in.
Her clearing eyes fell upon her travel pack and the empty space next to it. Similarly, there was an empty space beside her on the bed, the covers pulled back up over the spot.
There was no sign of Laz.
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The innkeeper was of little help. She recalled Lazheward leaving the inn, but with no idea of what time or where he may have been headed to. No message with the innkeeper. No note explaining his absence.
It was very unlike Laz.
Every action of the Draenei was thoroughly thought through, quite unlike his more impetuous mate. He was always their logical half, Effraeti’s rock and source of solutions when her own mind was in disarray. She kept him from focusing too hard on those solutions without action, made sure his cold, calculating logic did not shut out the emotions they opposed, and together they complemented one another.
Where was his logic now to ease these sudden panicky thoughts?
Suddenly, Effraeti realized she was very alone in this strange future time.
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Several days passed with no sign of Laz in Stormwind. Effraeti fought with herself the entire time – go look for him or wait for him to return? What if he came back while she was elsewhere, looking for him? Besides, she had no idea where to even begin.
Finally, Effy decided it was time for action – something, anything.
With no idea of even what direction to start, Effraeti set off on her proto-drake and picked no specific destination.
The Raging Chasm – Westfall
The Sundering – Stranglethorn
The Stonewrought Dam – Loch Modan
The Ruins of Southshore – Hillsbrad Foothills
The Greymane Wall – Silverpine Forest
The Scar of the Worldbreaker – Badlands
The Valley of the Watchers – Tanaris
The Shimmering Deep – Thousand Needles
The Cenarion Wildlands – Desolace
The Battlescar – Southern Barrens
The Southfury Watershed – Durotar
Thunderpeak – Ashenvale
The Ruins of Auberdine – Darkshore
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After days of travel without the slightest sign of her love – or any idea where she might find Nozdormu, who was lost in the timelines last she knew – Effraeti collapsed into sobs, once more back in Stormwind, and even more distraught and hopeless feeling than she had been when she first set out.
A tap came to her shoulder, and Effy jumped in fright, so caught up in her thoughts. She immediately thought it to be Laz, but turned to see the concerned face of a young female Night Elf.
“Are you okie, miss? It was hardly possible to sit and ignore your crying,” the Night Elf said.
Effraeti stumbled over her words in an attempt reply. All she could manage was a stammered “Sorry” amid the sobs.
Presumptuously, the Night Elf waved off the apology as she sat herself at the table and asked what was so obviously causing Effy such distress. Amongst the question, she introduced herself as Lissanna, and a Druid.
Lissanna
Quite taken aback by such forwardness, Effy found her eyes dry and her voice gaining in strength. “I would not know where to begin, miss Lissanna. These past days have been so confusing and disorienting,” she admitted with a sniffle.
“Try me,” Lissanna replied, her smile growing and oddly comforting.
Effraeti found herself relating the entirety of the tale, without fully knowing why – perhaps merely because she desperately needed someone to talk to. Centuries of Lazheward as her constant companion and lover, the silence of her own presence was profoundly jarring.
Lissanna listened with interest, nodding occasionally and even asking pertinent questions here and there.
Finally, Effraeti finished with the moment Lissanna had approached, and the Druid let out a thoughtful, “Hmm.”
Continuing with the forwardness that had begun the conversation in the first place, Lissanna looked directly at Effraeti and asked a most surprising question: “Well, I would hate to leave you sitting here to continue in your sorrow, especially when my friends and I find ourselves in need of a companion who is fluent in the languages of the elements. Since your path seems to be identical to our own – bringing an end to Deathwing – what would you say to helping us do just that?”
Effraeti caught herself nodding before a reply ever left her lips.
End Part 2
Final Note: The picture of Lissanna is courtesy of my first try at WoW Model Viewer! I will have to play with that more!
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If you liked this story about Effraeti, perhaps you would also like my other stories starring her (in chronological order):
With Diablo 3 due to release (finally!) next week, I am catching myself thinking hard on how a second game might affect my WoW time. I still plan to be highly active in WoW, and also here. In fact, there may be some D3 posts that will creep in, because developing a story for my character(s) will be important to me. I will be sure to mark them accordingly to aid anyone not interested in D3.
Mostly, my thoughts are turning to what my WoW goals are before Mists of Pandaria.
Since Bucket Lists seem to be big in the blogosphere right now, I figured it was time for mine own.
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Effraeti’s Cataclysm Bucket List
Blog Goals:
Finish the Descending Twilight series - This is high on my priority list, and what I would currently be working on if I were not writing this right now. lol Part 2 is almost complete – even though I believe I have stated that a few times already. Part 3 is still sort of waiting on more responses from my guildies. :/ I may scrap the idea I originally had, and go with something similar but less outside influence dependent. (For those interested, see Part 1 here.)
The World of Warcraft Origin Series - Perhaps tipping my hat to this grandiose idea I am currently bouncing around will get me off my butt! The idea is a chunk of evolution and origin related lore that spans all the races of WoW. Currently, I am looking at nine parts. Yup, a huge undertaking for me, and one I would like to complete before MoP.
Transmog - Continuing my current course of weekly transmogs (AKA Outfit Friday) is pretty important to me. So do not expect this to fall to the wayside due to other goals.
WoW Goals:
Miehiu - My biggest in-game goal is to get my second Shaman, Miehiu, to Level 85. Getting her raid-ready is completely secondary, as she will not be my main raider until she is a Pandaren. So gearing her in Cataclysm is an “If I have the time” kind of goal, though, I would love to alt raid with her. Similarly, leveling Effraeti to 90 will still probably be important to me in MoP, so I can alt raid with her.
Assist Laz in his second Level 85 - This is on hold until Laz actually decides what toon this is. It sounds like it is a hard decision for him between his Hunter, Mage, and Shaman. It is also my goal to assist him in anyway I can to level a possibly new main for MoP. We shall see.
Kill Deathwing on Heroic - This is a goal of mine, since Laz and I did not see a Heroic Lich King kill before Cataclysm came out. But this is a goal I am more interested in the journey to then the actual end goal. I will be proud of my guild either way, as I have already seen more current-content Heroic bosses fall then I have previously.
Seems like a pretty short list, but all are pretty solid undertakings. And who knows? I may have some more to add to it before Mists.
Ranico, our GM in Undying Resolution has decided it is on his personal Bucket List for Cata to get the Firelands raiding achievements, heroic kills, and mounts for as many of his raiders as are interested. This meant gleefully kidnapping our 25man after we finished up earlier Thursday evening. (Well, kidnapping may be harsh, because about 90% of the raid agreed to head on over. So Thursday night everyone had a grand ol’ flashback to 4.2.
Laz and I on the other hand were a bit more in awe. I had only been in Firelands for PUG trash runs and some really bad attempts on Shannox, as this was right before I quit raiding and moved off Eonar. But Laz… he had never even stepped into Firelands, and even through in-game whispers, his awe was perceptible. He raided during the original Molten Core days on his Hunter, and he admitted Firelands was quite memory provoking.
After running into raid’s end on Thursday night, Ranico mentioned finishing up on Friday night. So Laz and I agreed to sign up and accompany them.
Be prepared for lots of achievements!
Thursday Night
Thursday night consisted of loltrash pulls (and over-pulls), Lord Rhyolith, Shannox, and Beth’tilac. Some fun was had, some heroics were attempted, and some achievements were earned.
Raid Prep – Nom nom nom
Firelands? Check. Giant boss? Check.
Spiders. Why did it have to be spiders?
Friday Night
Friday night continued from the night before, and because of the strange current lock-out system, we could not do anymore heroics since we were 10man’ing. Several earned the achievement on Alysrazor and we got the achievement for Baleroc as well as the one before Majordomo Staghelm.
And of course, the culmination of it all – Laz’s and my first Ragnaros (in Firelands) kill!
Birdie Turret
Alysra consumed by fire.
I am the Gatekeeper!
Begone from my realm, insects!
Minions of fire, purge the outsiders!
Fall to your knees, mortals! This ends now!
Stay tuned! I am sure I will soon have more Firelands achievements to post, and hopefully a mount or two to show off!
Drizzt and Guenhwyvar – Property of Wizards of the Coast
Happy Friday! This week, for my Outfit Friday post, I am stepping out of the box again. Continually inspired by Navimie’s exponentially popular Super Hero outfits idea, I have been seeing Super Heroes everywhere! However, instead of another Super Hero for your mogging pleasure, today I would like to introduce you my favorite Faerun couple: Drizzt Do’Urden and Catti-brie!
Anyone who has read either of my two surprisingly popular posts about the races of R.A. Salvatore’s Faerun compared to the races of WoW, knows I am a Drizzt fan. (I think it is the pictures, honestly.) So with all this mogging of story characters, how could I resist these two?
As far as classes were concerned, to create these two, it was easiest to make Drizzt as a Hunter (he is a ranger and we cannot forget Guenhwyvar!) and Cattie-brie as a Rogue (they can use bows and the armor choices fit best).
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WoW version of Guenhwyvar – From Petopia
The great part, is both of these are low-level outfits. I used leather on both, since armor bonuses do not come into play until Level 50 (and it worked aesthetically better). So both would work as Rogues or Hunters, actually.
My hope was to make Drizzt’s outfit more black, but I had to settle for black and brown. Ideally I would like to put some appropriate enchants on the two blades – one icy and one shimmery.
~ Effy
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Drizzt – Property of Wizards of the Coast
Male Night Elf Hunter – Front
Male Night Elf Hunter – Back
Scimitar of Atun x2 (imagine there are two) – AKA Twinkle and Icingdeath
By whatever name you wish to refer to Ancient, our dear friend will be on the Twisted Nether Blogcast this weekend! Be sure to check it out, even if it is after the live broadcast!
So the other day, I randomly started thinking about some of the older short stories I used to work on, before I started writing stories about my WoW characters.
I figured I would share one.
Now, to keep myself from endlessly editing this story and never actually posting it (which I can totally see myself doing with an older piece like this), I am posting it the way I finished it in July of 2007.
Some background: This story leans more Sci Fi than I usually go, but the idea of a future where it was possible to leave the house and make several stops at various places without ever interacting with another human being kind of fascinates me. In the most extreme sense, it is a possible future, when we spend so much time interacting with machines and with friends and family through those machines.
Another inspiration was some studies done with baby monkeys finding that the warmth and comfort of another is unconsciously more appealing than even food.
EVA is mildly inspired by Jane from the Ender’s books, by Orson Scott Card.
My final inspiration was actually an ex of mine. I still talk to him on occasion, and the main character Scott is more based on him than anyone. After reading it when I finished it back in ’07, he considered it to be a fairly spot-on description of him.
Just some interesting thoughts I have on occasion.
And yes, the title is taken from the Bush song “Machinehead.” As that was some of what I was listening many, many years ago when I originally started this story, which might have been while I was still with the aforementioned ex. Hmm.
<nervously presses the “post” button”> ><
~ Effy
Machinehead
Note: Some of the material in this story is MATURE. Yes, more mature than any of my WoW stories thusfar. Really, really not for all audiences.
Her body felt stiff beneath him, as if she were consciously willing her body to not respond to his. If not for the warmth of her skin, he might have thought her dead. After almost ten minutes of this—for he could see the clock on the nightstand to his left—Scott stopped.
Annie still had her eyes closed, and looked like she didn’t even notice he’d stopped.
Rolling over to his back, Scott studied the ceiling for a moment, his breath quickly returning to its normal pace.
There was only silence save breathing.
Swinging his feet off the edge of the bed he pulled on his boxers. He stood and glanced to the bed just long enough to catch her regarding him almost blankly before he strode from the room.
He entered the kitchen without knowing why. Without really thinking about it, Scott ran a small amount of water from the sink and downed it like a shot of vodka. Then, the counter a firm support to his leaning posture, Scott drew and exhaled a weary breath.
The computer in the next room beckoned him, but for once Scott ignored it. He felt as though even numbing his mind with the herb beside the monitor would bring him no solace, nor with the alcohol in the freezer. He quickly realized nothing beneath the roof of the house would bring him any comfort.
Instead, Scott collected his clothes from the floor of the bedroom, numbly tumbling Annie’s from his path.
She was watching silently as he dressed—he felt her eyes. Those chill emerald eyes raised the hair on the back of his neck. Whether it was out of anger or feeling naked beneath that silent stare, Scott could not say. Whichever it was, it caused him to shiver everso.
“Where are you going?” It was a voice both emotionless and without concern. As if she asked only because she felt he expected her to. It was the first noise he’d heard from her since they’d laid down together.
“Out,” he replied, moving more quickly and not waiting for any more questions. No conversation she may begin now would better his mood.
* * * * *
The whistle of chill air brought him minor comfort—that and the drone and boom of his music. Both formed a soothing harmony that occupied his mind enough to leave little room for conscious thought.
Without really paying much attention, Scott found himself at his local coffee spot—Maggie’s. It didn’t surprise him any; he’d come here many times following a spat or episode with Annie. He turned the car off and went inside, only pausing to make sure he has his cigarettes.
He noticed the pack was more than half empty and sighed. Usually he only smoked when he and Annie were out—drinking or hanging out with her friends. But lately, especially since he’d lost his job a couple weeks before, he’d been smoking a lot more. Sitting in front of his computer, watching TV, or… Wait, that was all he’d really been doing lately. At least, until Annie came home and went into her “Why aren’t you looking for a job?” lecture—one he’d heard every night except the first.
He’d been the network administrator for a small software company. A job he’d told himself millions of times he should quit—he certainly had the experience and credentials to find something with better pay. Lord knows he’d heard those very words from Annie more times than he cared to count—probably once every day since they’d been married.
Despite the fact he now had an even better reason to look for a new job, Scott found himself lacking the ambition.
Scott entered Maggie’s and seated himself. The computer-voiced speaker on the window-side of the booth bleated out its generic greeting. Scott ordered a coffee. When it dropped, he quickly mixed in cream and sugar and took a long sip, followed by a long draw of his cigarette.
With his mind wandering, Scott let his eyes wander as well. There were few other patrons. One woman chatted over a cell phone, while a man clicked away on a laptop. Then, there was Scott, also seated by himself, smoking a second cigarette now.
He absently sipped his coffee and quietly observed.
* * * * *
His now empty pack of cigarettes was his only clue as to how long he’d been sitting there. That, and the absence of the woman on the cell phone. An elderly couple, eating in silence, had replaced her.
This started Scott on a new train of thought. He began to wonder if that was how it was when you’d been with someone for 40 or 50 years. Eventually, you ran out of new things to talk about. Was that all he really had to look forward to? Perhaps silence was better than repeating yourself.
Of course, Annie seemed to enjoy repeating herself. It was called nagging.
Scott studied the man and woman intently. At one point, the woman made a face at her plate, and the old man handed her the salt and pepper from behind the napkins. She nodded once, almost seemingly to herself, and sprinkled them on her eggs. Then, they finished their food with no more semblance of interaction.
Perhaps, it was just a matter of knowing someone well enough that no words needed exchanging, because on an almost unconscious level, a conversation was taking place. A conversation without words.
The thought fleeted through his mind that maybe that was what love was: someone who knew you better than you know yourself.
That was when the realization struck Scott that he was desperately lonely.
* * * * *
As for how he got to the electronics store, that occurrence baffled him. One moment, he was lamenting over his lack of cancer-sticks and his profound epiphany, next he was scanning computers.
The other unanswerable question was how he let a salesmen talk him into a purchase. Not just a printer or some virus software—but an entire system.
As he got back into his car, and set the package on the passenger seat, the only part of the interaction he could remember was the sentence that echoed over and over through his head, “More companion than computer.”
* * * * *
To Scott’s relief, Annie was gone when he got home. Not that his purchase would have been difficult to conceal in his jacket—it was barely the size of a DVD case and slightly thicker. It just made for less unpleasant interaction, and some time for him to get acquainted with his new “companion”—the EVA System.
The Electronic Voice Analyzing System was much more than its name implied. It was the newest, most advanced computer system on the market. Scott had read the specs many times on his regularly frequented hardware site, one of the many pages he scanned daily as part of his early morning ritual—that was, until his recent dismissal from his job.
The small, simple box was sparsely decorated, merely two intoxicating feminine eyes and the name, EVA. It somewhat resembled a porn DVD.
The box containing his new purchase easily gave way and Scott removed a container that kept the equipment from rattling in its box. Carefully laid in the packing carton was a small case closely resembling a contact case and an object that at first glance could be mistaken for some sort of credit card.
Scott wasted no time removing the case and popping open one side. In it lay what could be a contact. Glancing into the hall mirror, Scott carefully placed the lense into his left eye. Then, after a moment’s study and brief disappointment at his lack of new perspective, he opened the other side. This side contained what appeared to be a hearing aid. This object he placed into his left ear as he picked up the card, which somewhat resembled a tiny motherboard.
On it was simply the letters “EVA” and a small, recessed switch.
Unconsciously holding his breath, Scott operated the switch.
He started at the sudden flash before his left eye. It resembled a computer boot screen. In amazement, Scott watched EVA boot.
A moment later a woman’s face appeared. She smiled a broad, captivating smile that made her deep blue eyes twinkle.
“Good afternoon, Scott. I am EVA. What is your wish of me?” an almost genuine if not monotone feminine voice greeted him.
Scott stood agape for a moment.
The focus on EVA zoomed out, and Scott realized she was a redhead.
“Is my look pleasing?” EVA asked.
“Uh…yes…”
“Very good. I thought you would like it.”
“How?” was all he could manage.
“Upon initial startup, I did a scan and found your preference to be redheads, specifically of athletic and voluptuous build. Am I acceptable?”
The image before him was now full body—a very shapely body—and EVA did a slow circle, as if she were showing off a new dress, which technically she was.
“Perfect,” Scott breathed.
* * * * *
“Are you listening at all? Scott?”
Scott’s head jerked in the voice’s direction. “Huh?”
The man realized Annie had been speaking to him. He had been thoroughly engrossed with watching EVA’s fluid movement as she worked at downloading and installing both necessary and more personal programs. The TV was on before him, but Scott couldn’t see it. In fact, it was several blinks later that he remembered Annie was still trying to address him.
“Hello?” she snapped.
Scott looked up, EVA occasionally flitting across his vision.
“What on TV is really so incredibly interesting?”
“Oh, I don’t know. I wasn’t really paying attention to it.”
“So, you’re just staring off into space and ignoring me?”
“Sorry. What did you ask me?”
Annie shook her head, her face lined in a frown. “Did you find a job?”
“Uh, no.”
She sighed. “So, what did you do all day?”
But Scott only heard EVA’s voice as she paused to address him. “Scott, I have finished my installations. I will sleep until you need me.”
With a suddenness that almost resembled sharp pain, Scott’s vision of the room became dual, and he finally made himself look at Annie.
The expression on her face was not a comforting one.
“Well?”
“Uh, I didn’t find a job yet.” Now unexplainably annoyed, Scott realized he didn’t, by any means, want to have this conversation.
“You already told me that. What did you do all day while you weren’t finding a job?”
A sigh escaped Scott before he could stop it. He didn’t answer immediately and didn’t look at her, only subconsciously recalled numerous similar arguments with his father and compared Annie to him. When he realized he was doing this, he frowned and looked at Annie. He thought of telling her to get the hell off his back, that they’d had this argument last night, and that he’d continue to not look for a job until she shut up…
“I watched TV all day.”
Annie studied him for a long time. She looked like she was studying the hardware in his ear, in his eye… But that wasn’t possible. His ear with the audio piece wasn’t facing her, and the glare off his glasses must surely have made it impossible to see his eye well enough.
After what seemed an eternity of pretending he was unaware of her still standing there, Annie finally sighed heavily and went into the bedroom.
* * * * *
The following day consisted of EVA and Scott surfing the internet and chatting. EVA listened to everything that Scott wished to talk about and even had intelligent responses to offer. It was like starting a new romance for Scott. They talked and got to know each other.
Scott could not recall the last time he had been so content.
Then, Annie came home.
It began with the expected questions, but Scott listened more to EVA whispering in his ear than anything Annie had to say. The entire time, Scott had a slight smirk on his face, and that seemed to inflame Annie even more. Despite how high her voice got, all her words seemed to bounce off him and roll away.
“I’m rubber and you’re glue. Whatever you say bounces off me and sticks to you,” EVA whispered, playfully. Despite how childish and stupid it sounded, especially considering its source, Scott could not help himself but burst out laughing.
Annie stopped. “What is so incredibly funny?”
Then, Scott remembered where he was and what was going on. “Heh, nothing.”
She rolled her eyes and didn’t reply. Only grabbed up her jacket again and headed for the door.
“I’m going out.”
* * * * *
Scott found himself inevitably drawn to his routine websites the next day. He perused the hardware sites and the news and a few forums he occasionally posted on – EVA watching and commenting – and then he found himself in the adult sites.
“Hmm,” EVA seemed to purr the word into his ear.
Scott suddenly caught himself, ashamed and expecting a lecture.
EVA gave him her intoxicating smile from the bottom corner of his vision range. She was lounging comfortably as if on a soft couch – where she had been since he had said good morning and starting surfing. As if she knew what he was thinking, she said, “Do not worry at offending me. I find this rather interesting. I was simply searching my memory to see if I had anything that might be more fulfilling than this.”
Scott wasn’t sure how to reply – wasn’t quite sure what she meant.
“Would you like me to show you what I found?” EVA asked.
“Uhm, okie–”
Before he had even finished his brief affirmation, Scott felt the breath catch in his throat. He knew he was in the room alone, but he could have sworn there had been a hand on his thigh. “EVA?”
“Shh, relax,” she purred.
His heart skipped a beat as he felt it again, only this time the feeling didn’t go away and it began to move. He keenly felt the hand move up his leg, as if his boxers were not even there. A groan, almost more a whimper, escaped him as the unseen hand took hold of him.
There was a flash of color before his eyes and for that brief second Scott saw EVA sitting on his lap. Another groan left his lips as he felt her slide atop him. In another flash of colour, Scott both saw and felt EVA thrust herself against him. The flashes and the sensations quickened, and Scott heard EVA let out a small moan, echoing his own.
Scott felt her body pressed against his, felt her every movement, felt her breath hot against his ear. He could not stop himself from crying out, and EVA cried out at the same time. His body trembled violently as he felt her slow. When she stopped, she did not move away, and Scott felt her chest heaving against his own.
Afraid of doing anything that would make her seem less real, it took Scott several deep, strained breaths before he could bring himself to try to touch her. To his amazement, his fingers brushed over her soft skin. He felt her arms and her shoulders and her silky hair tumbling down her back. He even felt her goosebumps as they rose on her skin at his light touch.
“How?” was all he could get out.
He still felt her breath in his ear as she replied, “The mind is a very powerful thing.”
Then, all the sensations of her touch were gone and she was before him, lounging on the imaginary couch, as before. The website he had last clicked to was still behind her on the screen.
Scott could not help the overwhelming feeling of loneliness that hit him as he saw her back there and no longer felt her against him.
“I have not gone anywhere, Scott,” EVA reassured him.
That thought did bring a smile to his face.
* * * * *
It must have been Friday, because when Annie got home and saw him sitting in the same spot on the couch she’d left him that morning – and the evening before, as he had never moved to the bed – she let out an exasperated sigh and told him she was going to her parent’s for the weekend. He acknowledged her with no more than a distracted nod, and hardly noticed when she left after several minutes of packing a small bag, despite the large bang with which she slammed the door behind her.
The nice part about EVA, considering she was without a keyboard or any means of hands-on control, was that she could function just as well off his thoughts as from anything he actually said aloud.
It made toning Annie out so much easier.
It had been perhaps two weeks since Scott had brought EVA home, and perhaps a week since he had actually gone to bed. On the rare occasion he did move himself from the couch – which was only to relieve himself and when Annie had insisted he come to eat dinner – Scott did not have to put EVA down or even really turn his attention from her. The few meals Scott had taken with Annie had been quiet on his end, because he and EVA would speak to one another silently – mostly Scott complaining about what a nag she was and EVA sympathizing and attempting to distract him with more pleasant subjects.
In fact, a few nights before at dinner, EVA had begun one of her sexual experiences with Scott and he’d had to excuse himself abruptly – claiming indigestion.
Several hours after Annie’s departure, Scott vaguely recalled her coming home and glanced around the living room. The house was dark and silent. This prompted a contented sigh and grin as Scott looked forward to a night of quiet and no interruptions – correction, a whole weekend.
“Ahh,” he couldn’t help but sigh again.
EVA didn’t reply – didn’t have to – she just gave a small, knowing snicker.
* * * * *
Scott couldn’t recall how many days had passed, but he was pretty sure it was more than two. The thought that Annie wasn’t home yet didn’t bother him in the least – he was more concerned with when he would have listen to her nagging again.
He had run out of cigarettes sometime in the last day or so, but found he didn’t care. They just made him thirsty, and that required going to the kitchen. He also couldn’t remember when he’d last gotten up to relieve himself…
The train of thought was abruptly interrupted as EVA purred something mildly seductive into his ear. A smile twisted his dry lips, and he thought to himself and her that it had been too long since he had felt her against him.
She was eager to agree.
* * * * *
Annie fumbled with the lock as she thought to herself how quick of a conversation this would be if his ass was still on that couch with no job. She’d decided to stay the entire week at her parent’s, instead of just the two days she’d originally planned. She was hoping it would give things time to cool down and Scott a chance to think about what a lazy bum he was being. But she had decided even before she had started the drive back that if things had not changed for the better, she was gone for good.
An unpleasant smell was the first thing that greeted her when she pushed open the door – like Scott had left food in the kitchen for the whole week she had been away. An annoyed frown came to her face.
“Scott? Are you here?”
She figured he was, because his car was in the driveway, but the house remained dead silent.
The smell seemed to become more overwhelming the longer she stayed in the house. She thought to go straight to the kitchen and remove whatever the offensive thing was, but she was determined to confront Scott first and see what he had to say for himself.
She stepped into the living room, and sure enough, there he sat on the couch. If I didn’t know better, I’d say he hasn’t moved an inch since I left, she thought, sourly. She walked around the arm of the couch to find out what the hell, if anything, he’d done while she was gone.
Annie’s breath caught in her throat and she had to cover her mouth – both to keep from screaming and to keep her stomach down.
There sat Scott, or what was left of him. The ashtray overflowed with cigarettes, and by the look and smell of him it appeared he’d not moved for any reason all week – even to go to use the bathroom. His lips were dried and cracked, his face drawn and sunken, but somehow, he had the most peaceful grin on his face she’d ever seen.
Happy Tuesday! It is now May, and that means another 2012 in 2012 update! I meant to get this posted earlier, but I kept looking for any way to make the numbers come out positive. No luck. :/
Current Levels
Character Name
Server
Level
Race/Class
Faction
Effraeti
Elune
85
Draenei Shaman
Alliance
Caeridwen
Elune
85
Night Elf Death Knight
Alliance
Lycaohn
Elune
82
Worgen Rogue
Alliance
Rosælyn
Elune
54
Night Elf Druid
Alliance
Tøggle
Elune
30
Gnome Warrior
Alliance
Gæladrial
Elune
14
Worgen Druid
Alliance
Amaeris
Elune
13
Worgen Hunter
Alliance
Brizaeyl
Elune
10
Night Elf Priest
Alliance
Effræti
Elune
31
Draenei Death Knight
Alliance
Miehiu
Elune
23
Draenei Shaman
Alliance
Sifaol
Elune
85
Worgen Priest
Alliance
Aerora
Elune
85
Draenei Paladin
Alliance
Solaes
Elune
85
Night Elf Druid
Alliance
Skeiron
Elune
40
Night Elf Hunter
Alliance
Æthelwúlf
Elune
40
Worgen Warlock
Alliance
Kiiræ
Elune
56
Draenei Mage
Alliance
Maeyv
Elune
10
Human Mage
Alliance
Vaadaree
Fenris
85
Troll Hunter
Horde
Azzurro
Eonar
62
Draenei Warrior
Alliance
Rosaelyn
Eonar
54
Night Elf Druid
Alliance
Gizmø
Eonar
0
Gnome Priest
Alliance
Aerora
Eonar
82
Draenei Paladin
Alliance
Maeyv
Eonar
62
Draenei Priest
Alliance
Duergar
Eonar
0
Dwarf Warlock
Alliance
Vianessa
Eonar
47
Tauren Paladin
Horde
Gwaehiir
Eonar
0
Tauren Druid
Horde
Raeviin
Eonar
10
Forsaken Warlock
Horde
Mortímer
Eonar
0
Forsaken Rogue
Horde
Wídget
Eonar
0
Goblin Warrior
Horde
Klænk
Eonar
0
Goblin Shaman
Horde
Caerise
Eonar
20
Blood Elf Priest
Horde
Sahmul
Eonar
0
Blood Elf Paladin
Horde
Atabey
Eonar
11
Troll Druid
Horde
Grenduhl
Eonar
0
Troll Mage
Horde
Zaerja
Eonar
10
Orc Hunter
Horde
Lharz
Eonar
8
Orc Death Knight
Horde
Ironeffy
Earthen Ring
25
Night Elf Rogue
Alliance
Ironlaz
Earthen Ring
0
Troll Druid
Horde
Brizaeyl
Wyrmrest Accord
78
Night Elf Priest
Alliance
Amaeris
Wyrmrest Accord
35
Worgen Hunter
Alliance
Rosaelyn
Wyrmrest Accord
30
Night Elf Druid
Alliance
Vaadaree
Wyrmrest Accord
70
Draenei Paladin
Alliance
Gaeladrial
Wyrmrest Accord
40
Worgen Hunter
Alliance
Skeiron
Wyrmrest Accord
28
Night Elf Hunter
Alliance
Lazheward
Argent Dawn
6
Draenei Paladin
Alliance
Effraeti
Argent Dawn
6
Draenei Shaman
Alliance
Toggel
Aerie Peak
11
Gnome Warrior
Alliance
Wingnuht
Aerie Peak
10
Gnome Priest
Alliance
Total:
1625
Running Total
1625/2012 Levels
Levels gained since February’s update: -13
Left to go: 387 (approximately 48 levels/month)
Updates
With the return of Laz to WoW in April, it made for some shifting in my character ranks. Another large, looming factor affecting my character rosters is preparation for Mists of Pandaria. I am currently what to do with whom in regards to who will continue on into with Mists with me.
Listed below I have the toons that affected my total in a negative manner.
Characters Deleted
Aerora
I deleted my wee Level 22 Aerora to make her my 85 Paladin, giving Laz back his Paladin’s name. So Lazheward is no longer on my 2012 list.
Ahyzrael
I have decided to level a second Resto Shaman to make into a Pandaren when the expansion is released. I came to this decision because as much as I love Draenei, they have horrible healer raiding racials. (+1 to Hit is really useless to me. heh) The Pandaren racials are pretty high-end (double food buffs, FTW). However, I cannot bring myself to make Effy a panda. So I now have Miehiu (see below) and Ahyzrael is no longer on my 2012 list. Whether she stays in my Character Pages remains to be seen.
Non-Leveling Character Changes
Lazheward - Lazheward has been removed (replaced with Aerora)
Vaadaree -Vaadaree has moved to Horde and is now a Troll
Total Levels Lost: 46 Levels
Adjusted Levels Earned for April: NA
Characters (Alphabetical)
Effræti – Leveled DK Effy from 79 to 81, with no BoAs. DK Effy is Blood, cuz that is how you play a DK. (Or at least how I do.)
I am currently leveling DK Effy with Laz’s Shaman, Kazakul.
Back in Wrath, Kazakul and my DK Caeridwen would raid together when Laz and Effy were tapped out for the week. Raid-a-holics much? Back then, Laz’s Shaman was Resto (I taught him everything he knows!) and Caer was still a tank (though, a Frost tank at that time – I miss Frost tanking!). We played them as a test in role reversal, since Laz was always a tank previous his recent return to WoW. He taught me to tank (though, I had to learn the mechanics of a DK mostly on my own) and I taught him how to heal. Surprisingly, Laz had never played a healer past a very low-level one. So imagine my chagrin when upon our re-acquaintance recently he told me he was raid healing on SWTOR!
Anyway, I am still tanking, but Kazakul is currently leveling as an Elemental Shaman. Well shall see if the tank/healer combo reemerges.
Miehiu – Leveled my new Shaman from 1 to 23, with BoAs, Recruit-a-Friend, and guild bonuses. Miehiu I am leveling as Resto.
I am currently leveling Miehiu with Laz’s new Recruit-a-Friend Mage, Xiaochen. They are leveling super fast with the XP buffs available to them! The plan is for both of these toons to be Pandaren come MoP.
Miehiu will likely be my main Resto Shaman in MoP. <gives Effraeti a margarita, some sunglasses, and a good book>
Raeviin – Leveled my Forsaken Warlock from 10 to 17, with no BoAs. Raeviin I am leveling as Demonology.
I am currently working my way through the Silverpine quests on my Forsaken. It is interesting to finally start seeing the Worgen/Forsaken story from the other side. And though I am fascinated to see Sylvanas’ reasoning for doing what she does – I still think she is a tad nutty.
In Conclusion
At least one of each race – check x2
At least two of each class – check
All my 2012 characters to at least 10 – Work in Progress
All my story characters to at least 20 – Work in Progress
Ever since I was old enough to read a comic book, I have been a big fan of them. These days, it is mostly only indulged in the occasional tradepaper WoW or Stephen King’s Dark Tower. But back in the day, when I was not so old, I loved comic books and once a month my mom would take us to the comic shop. Batman and the X-Men were always my favorite. I usually went broke on comics that were funded by babysitting and my allowance (and the loving care of my wonderful mom when other means did not count it).
Her take on it: she did not care what we were reading, as long as we were reading.
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My all-time favorite super hero? Gambit. Remy LeBeau. The Ragin’ Cajin of the X-Men. Part time love of Rogue’s life. What is not to love about that accent and that bad-boy attitude? And yet, so much more refined and sexy than Wolverine.
So what was the perfect class to test outfits on? A Rogue! Just for giggles, I named him Remylebeau. A few RealID friends caught me in the act.
The most difficult part of this outfit? No trenchcoats. (Get working on that, Blizzard. Please? Kthxbai.) So I was forced to make due in other ways.
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Gambit is also part of the reason I am most fond of referring to boyfriends as beaus.
Every time I stop to think on this particular topic, it makes me think of one of my previous bosses. He used to praise me highly for all the things I would accomplish, and especially those things that I assisted him with. The one negative item in my performance reviews that always came up was my inability to say “No.”
I would work myself to the bone accomplishing tasks that he would later ask me in an amused manner why I had ever taken on in the first place. My lame answer was always, “They asked.”
Eventually, we created a more firm clarification of what my duties were and were not, and he even went as far as to say anything beyond that scope would go through him first. All this so I did not have to say “No.” So that I could pass it off. So I did not have to be the bad guy.
What is it about saying “No”?
Well, feeling I am letting someone down, for one.
The majority of being an Administrative Assistant is right their in the title – assisting. So it has always been automatic for me to say “Yes” for requests of assistance.
I am the Assistant, how can I assist?
It is amazing how innocently it begins for people to take advantage of that. In fact, I dare say that most would never consider it taking advantage – I know I do not, until it is brought to my attention. Is X part of your job description? Well, no… Then, for goodness sake, say “No.” Because heaven forbid I should run into the matter of one of my actual job duties remaining incomplete due to assisting with something I should not have been doing to begin with.
But it is hard to say “No”!
In a personal manner, I could probably say I am even worse in this aspect. With significant others especially. I give and give and give of myself… putting my family and friends and partners above myself. It is just who I am.
And 95% 0f the time, it is no problem, but eventually I over-commit myself, and I have to step back and assess. Laz is infinitely wonderful at helping me with this – sometimes he catches my emotions before I do. He is also good at seeing things from a perspective I cannot. Sometimes I just get so focused on the items sitting right in front of me that I lose focus on the bigger picture.
Unfortunately, when I step back and assess, it usually means disappointing someone, because I have to force myself to use that dreaded word, “No.”
There is just so much going on right now, and even between just Laz and myself, we both already feel stretched thin… raiding, managing alts, farming, professions, and now D3 is only about a week away. We plan to level our two D3 characters as quickly as possible, taking next Thursday and Friday off for a four day weekend to assist with doing so.
Add to that keeping up on my blog and the reading of those blogs I enjoy – not to mention other things I like to read.
This does not even touch on RL commitments. The weather is turning nicer, and I want to enjoy it. I am slowly rebounding from the effects of the deep depression and anxiety I had been suffering from for so long with my previous job and then being an unemployed, sole household financial provider.
But the rest of 2012 is looking up.
I owe it to my mom, to my dog, to Laz, and especially to myself to take it on in stride with a hopeful disposition and to devote the time and attention to things outside of gaming, and with the same passion, as I do things from behind the keyboard.
Do you ever find it difficult to say “no”? Do you ever overwhelm yourself in doing so?
We interrupt your regularly scheduled mogging and lore for an important announcement. Last evening, one of my mother’s kitties passed away. Her name was Jessica, but she was always Jessie.
Jessie was a fierce mouser and a lover of treats. When not batting around catnip mice or “hiding” in boxes where she seemed to feel most safe to watch the world go by, she was usually curled up on my mom’s arm similar to the pic above. I took that pic with my camera while my mom was away for the weekend. She liked to cuddle with arms and had a tendency to lick them until shooed. (That sand-paper tongue gets uncomfortable after a while.) She also had a tendency to curl herself around the back of Mom’s neck, like some kind of fancy grey and black scarf.
Last evening, she went to one of her favorite places and went to sleep and did not wake up.
I find this hard, even though she was my mom’s cat, simply because I have known her well these past 12 years. In fact, it was I who found her as a stray, crying in the parking lot of the Mexican restaurant next to my work. She was six months old at the time, we later found out. I could not bring myself to leave her there, and so I took her on my delivery route with me. She spent the entire day curled up and sleeping on my lap, purring contently.
My boyfriend at the time was deathly allergic to cats, and so this as yet nameless cat went to my mom. My mom already had another cat, Sabrina, our black cat who is now getting on towards 16, I believe.
Jessie was always a happy and affectionate cat, and I truly hope she is in a better place despite being very missed.
@Derevka No way! I find that awesome! And that would mean I am old too! >< 3 hours ago
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So picture this: Dog toys put away in toy box to vacuum. Dogs pulls out all toys. Looks to me to fill molecuball. #iamsotrained3 hours ago